We did a lot of therapy, today. Therapy is hard work. No one likes to fight their habits, face their fears, and change. Sometimes we yell in frustration. Sometimes we cry. Sometimes we pick ourselves up and try again. Sometimes we donโt ๐ (Yes I use โweโ on purpose.) After all that struggle, I was away from her for a few hours tonight. When I came home, she climbed giggling into my lap like she does, because I am her person. Then she collapsed into a full-hearted snuggle and I melted right into my chair. ๐ We will do all the things, my darling. We will fight the battles and pay for the services and celebrate the baby steps and try fifty million times until we get it right, and picture you, always, cresting the mountains you someday will in your own time. You just teach me how to love.